Listening to the kids shouting and arguing again. It gives me headache yet this is better than silence right?
So many things to do yet so little resource to do it. I am so empty and will always be since that day I pledge to myself to let that person go. What am I trying to say here? Hmm.. Guess its another pointless blow of my pointless blabbering again. *sigh*
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Perhaps Joy
So many things happen this past few days, but there is this one thing, this one.. event that recently happen.
I am some how confuse and in denial of my own.. Hmm~ how should I put it..Feelings? or is it something else?
Don't get me wrong this is a happy event I'm trying to share here but its just that, you know when you are torn apart of what you think you feel and what you think you should feel?. I am in that situation now. Perhaps this is my new found joy or perhaps I am playing with fire here. Desire and what not controlling over and all that sort of thing. I just want to understand what is happening here and how did this start?. May be its all to soon for me to eject anything out of this but I do wish in a way it won't go away. Please don't let anything bad happen here if possible (this is selfish of me to say this) let it stay this way for a little longer. Perhaps this is my joy. Right? Lets just hope so.
I am some how confuse and in denial of my own.. Hmm~ how should I put it..Feelings? or is it something else?
Don't get me wrong this is a happy event I'm trying to share here but its just that, you know when you are torn apart of what you think you feel and what you think you should feel?. I am in that situation now. Perhaps this is my new found joy or perhaps I am playing with fire here. Desire and what not controlling over and all that sort of thing. I just want to understand what is happening here and how did this start?. May be its all to soon for me to eject anything out of this but I do wish in a way it won't go away. Please don't let anything bad happen here if possible (this is selfish of me to say this) let it stay this way for a little longer. Perhaps this is my joy. Right? Lets just hope so.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Don't Sleep
Well, here I am again finding nothing to do. Time on my notebook shows that its 4.31am, July 29th 2011. Why am I not sleeping yet?. The fact that an 8 hour bus ride will take place in my not so important life force me to not to sleep now but to fill my long hours of bus ride with sleep.
(Does that even make sense? I don't even understand what I just said or write *Blurr).
What would one do when its nearing dawn and you have nothing to do?
Oh! Don't be ridiculous daph you can always :
1.Cook
2.Play games
3.Scare net out of her sleep
4.Read novels
5.Eat
6.Draw a cat using your feet (Tried once and it looked like.. errmmm.. not a cat)
7.Call any friend randomly just to hear their croaky voice, hang up and laugh your lungs out.
8. Dance with no music (people still sleeping can't turn music on.. T.T)
9.Write a list of what I can do on my blog. (wait!! am I not doing that this very moment???)
10. ....... Why am I even doing this now??
(This is so sad I ask a question and answer it back myself) <== (-_-")
I as a student should study when I have time to do so! I should do my assignment so that after the 3 days trip I won't have to worry about anything anymore I can just go to sleep or rest right after reaching home from the trip!!!
(As if that will happen now..SO NOT HAPPENING!!)
*Suddenly start singing Pizza Hut's Commercial song.. 1-300-8825.....* <= so random (-_-")
Geezzzzz~~!!.. can't believe I am this bored.
(Does that even make sense? I don't even understand what I just said or write *Blurr).
What would one do when its nearing dawn and you have nothing to do?
Oh! Don't be ridiculous daph you can always :
1.Cook
2.Play games
3.Scare net out of her sleep
4.Read novels
5.Eat
6.Draw a cat using your feet (Tried once and it looked like.. errmmm.. not a cat)
7.Call any friend randomly just to hear their croaky voice, hang up and laugh your lungs out.
8. Dance with no music (people still sleeping can't turn music on.. T.T)
9.Write a list of what I can do on my blog. (wait!! am I not doing that this very moment???)
10. ....... Why am I even doing this now??
(This is so sad I ask a question and answer it back myself) <== (-_-")
I as a student should study when I have time to do so! I should do my assignment so that after the 3 days trip I won't have to worry about anything anymore I can just go to sleep or rest right after reaching home from the trip!!!
(As if that will happen now..SO NOT HAPPENING!!)
*Suddenly start singing Pizza Hut's Commercial song.. 1-300-8825.....* <= so random (-_-")
Geezzzzz~~!!.. can't believe I am this bored.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
KL Sentral
Time and time again I will wait in KL Sentral. Purpose?. Going back to Penang via train. What for? Well to complete my soon to be finish right after my practicle in Langkawi Diploma in Hotel Management course. Wow! that was mouthful. Waiting for Aidil sure is fun (sarcastic). Well its not his fault I here early. Oh well might as well be early than late. I sure can't wait to get back to Penang. Its not that I really want to go back its just that I have tones of work to do!. Sigh!
Oh! Oh! I think I see Aidil!!.. Oh yeah! Its him!. Peace out for now!. ^_^
Oh! Oh! I think I see Aidil!!.. Oh yeah! Its him!. Peace out for now!. ^_^
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